I know I haven't been around much lately. I dropped all my art classes (looooong story) so I haven't been making pretty much anything in the way of art.

I woke up from my nap today and felt like working in photoshop. Maybe I'll make a comeback. It's not like I missed out on learning anything in multimedia. Ha.

Anyway, I doubt many (or any) of you care, but I'm going to talk about my last few days of school/graduation.

Since I was barely still in school, I don't feel like I had many friends left. There were people I could talk to, but not really anyone very close. I really miss a lot of people, but I kind of doubt any miss me. It was almost like I dropped out, so if anyone missed me, they probably got over it by now.

On the last day of school, I got to spend time with some of the people I missed so much. It was too short. In the senior slide show, there were some pictures I hadn't remembered existed. I was in there way more than I expected, which made me a little happy, but at the same time, I felt I didn't deserve to be in there.

My dad warned me that there would be a big let down once I graduated. I believed him, but I had no idea it would be this bad. I have no idea where to go from here. I have no idea what I want to do with my life, or where I should begin. My dad says he just wants me to want something. My parents keep bugging me to learn how to drive. They tell me that once I can drive I'll be much happier. I don't believe it. They think I'll be going out with friends and stuff. They don't realize I have no friends left. Once I learn to drive, it will only accentuate how few friends I have, because I'll have no where to go.

Graduation itself wasn't bad. There were a lot of teachers and staff members who congratulated me and wished me well. Ms Cindy, Ms Ford, Ms Jackson, and Mr Joseph all reached out to me in some way and that made me feel good. I hated listening to Casey's speech and all the hype about him though. It not only made me feel like crap, but it just annoyed me for some reason. I mean really, talking about the Lorax? That could not have been more of a stretch.

Anyway. Yeah. I hate my life, blah blah blah.

BTW, I got skype. I haven't signed on since I first got it since the person who asked me to get it has been to busy, but maybe if someone else wants to talk to me, I'll get on. It's aemcconnell.

So...yeah.